Saturday, October 21, 2006

it took me a really long time to geddit. but in the end, i guess i did. it doesnt really matter how someone did for the promos, good, average or plain bad. they all get lost sometimes. and i'll try my best to be there for them. in the course of it all, i get lost myself.

i dont have a purpose in life.
i dont have an ambition, or dream.
i'm just living life the way it is.
taking it one step at a time.
many of us do that, eh?
or i am just deceiving myself.
i didnt know what i wanted to do after the 'o's.
so i just chose to go to a jc.
thought it'd be fun.
well, fun has very different definitions for everyone la.

some people who have already found what they want and are happy with their lives in jc or poly.
some people want to quit jc, and go to a poly.
some want to quit poly, and go to a jc.
others are struggling , in search for the life they really want.
i guess i'm one of the 'others'.

DEATHNOTE was quite cool, but it only appeals to teenagers. the whole freaking cinema was filled with students in uniforms. sheri and i were the oldest ones in there. that felt really good. L is a freak who puts tons of sugar cubes in his coffee and uses a lollipop to stir it. and then rushed to get new boots at sportslink. the pink puma one didnt have my size, so i just got the nike one. felt quite numb alr. was late for trng, but coach wasnt mad, so yeah i was pretty surprised . was pretty stoned throughout trng, and had to correct my passes. only until the two sided game when i lost control of my emotions and pushed myself hard. was really tired after trng. so i just left.

GP B
MATH U
CHEM E
ECONS B
HIST S

two Bs, one E, one S, and one U.
these make up my efforts for promos.

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